December 2011
3 posts
I hate it.
I hate it when I feel like I’m actually something to someone, and then it all crashes down right in front of me. Like it never existed. Like what we had was all just a fragment of a dream. Then I look back at how things used to be and I wonder where I went wrong. Where I could have done things differently. I look at those people now and they make it seem like their lives are better off without me....
You know what I hate?
I hate that feeling when you know you just have to give up already. Where you end up looking so pathetic for trying so hard just for that one person’s attention. Where you feel like all the stuff you’re doing is just making you look clingy af. Then you just end up in denial with yourself saying that something special will happen, but it won’t.
It's like once you've been hurt.
You’re so scared to get attached again. You have this fear that every person you start to fall for is going to break your heart.